Where do I start? Last year was undoubtedly full of challenges, growth, and meaningful moments.
An Art Community by the Ocean
On March 1st, I moved to Laguna Beach—a decision that felt both exciting and transformative. I moved here to immerse myself in an art community and fulfill my long-held dream of living by the ocean. While I experienced periods of loneliness and grief, I also found a beautiful, supportive community that has played an essential role in my healing journey. I’ve made new friends who have been incredibly kind and gracious.
Healing and Creativity through Meditation
One discovery that has been profoundly healing is my morning meditation practice via Zoom. This practice, associated with Ekam and the Oneness Movement, has become an indispensable way to begin my day with intention and peace and to prepare my mind and body for my creative process.
Circle of Life, 2024, Acrylic on canvas, 55 x 92 in.
An Artist's Journey - On Film
This year, I also embarked on an exciting creative venture: I produced a short documentary titled 'An Artist's Journey' with director Ayrton Carrazco. Watch the teaser here!
The 19-minute film chronicles my experiences with art and grief, offering a deeply personal message about healing and self-expression. We are now in the process of submitting it to short film festivals. I’m thrilled to share this creation with the world and hope it inspires and uplifts others on their own journeys.
Film stills from 'An Artist's Journey' directed by Ayrton Carrazco.
About the film:
Clara Berta: An Artist’s Journey” is a tender short documentary that explores the indomitable human spirit and the healing power of art. Berta’s life is a testament to resilience and reinvention. Beyond her diverse roles as a model, actress, and comedian, Clara’s true passion lies in abstract art. Her breathtaking renditions of the ocean and water stand unrivaled in the realm of abstract artistry. Throughout her adult life, Clara has endured the profound loss of not just one, but two loved ones - her late husband and her fiancé of 9.5 years, Sandy. Set in the aftermath of Sandy’s recent passing, this documentary dives into Clara’s journey of grief and how the interplay of art and life has served as her guiding light, enabling her to triumph over loss.
My Art in Brussels
The summer brought another moment of joy and excitement: I gained representation with a new gallery—BelArt Gallery in Brussels, Belgium! My mother graciously helped me prepare for this milestone. Together, we took apart some of my paintings, rolled them up, and shipped them to Brussels. It was a heartfelt collaboration, and I’m deeply grateful for this opportunity to share my art with a broader audience. Here’s a link to my work at BelArt for you to explore.
'Golden Magic', 2023, presented by BelArt
Overcoming Health Challenges
The year also brought challenges. My father faced a health scare when he was diagnosed with a tumor on his bladder. Thankfully, the surgery was successful, and he is recovering well. It’s difficult seeing my parents age—my father is 88, and my mother is 82. They are both fiercely independent, a trait that likely stems from their Hungarian roots.
In December, I underwent eye surgery to remove a film behind my left eye. With the expert care of Dr. Prasad at UCLA’s Jules Stein Eye Institute, the procedure went smoothly. After two weeks, my vision has significantly improved, and I no longer need to wear an eye patch. Simple joys, like taking a shower without worry, have been restored. I’m optimistic about further improvements in my sight as I continue to heal.
Inspiration through the Healing Process
The most magical part of my eye recovery happened shortly after the surgery. I had a vision of a painting in my left eye—a vibrant blue composition that seemed to come to life before me. It was as if light itself painted the image. When I asked Dr. Prasad about it, he explained that light interacting with my healing eye likely created the vision. For me, it felt like a gift, a moment of divine inspiration born from my healing process. This unexpected experience has filled me with wonder and gratitude, reminding me of the profound connection between light, vision, and art. I plan to bring this vision to life on canvas, using it as a symbol of healing and the magical interplay of creativity and perception.
Reflecting on the year, I feel immense gratitude. I’m thankful for the love of my friends, the support of my family, and the lessons I’ve learned. One of the most important realizations has been understanding that while I want to help my loved ones, I also need to let them navigate their own paths.
